there’s been so much that’s been going on in my life..i really don’t know where to start or begin. 

i miss my grandma so much. everyday and moment i still think and reminisce about her a lot. everything she has taught me and how she gave so sacrificially. enduring so much hardship without a husband and never re-married because she said, “Gods love is all that I need here on earth..”, sacrificing all that she had so her kids could have so much better, always praying and reading the word constantly non stop, and just her love. grandma..i wish you were still here..you’d be so proud and challenged what the lord is doing with me and in me. i love you and miss you so much. :] 

when i think about ministry, i always think about what ministry can look like when you just gather people who are just so desperate to meet the Lord daily. to carry out the fire and being the burning ones for Jesus. to impart that fire into others who may not be on the same boat as you. teaching, discipling, nurturing, and maturing their character. ministry is not to glorify of one’s achievement or the body achievements but the lord. i look at other ministries, churches, and fellowships where they thrive not because of their big flashy multimedia, talented worship team, everyone dressing nice, or even saying the right prayers, but the very fact that Gods presence is so heavy because their that desperate to meet with the Lord everyday and not just on Sundays. what happens Sundays should be a reflection what happens throughout the week when you’re with the presence of God. are we overflowing with Gods presence so much that it just spreads and hits everywhere and everyone we go to? am i living that life? am i dying to myself everyday for to die is to gain? 

i see what God is doing at our church and also globally. to stir up hearts in this generation that its not about fame, money, power, or wealth, but simply offering yourself daily as a devotion unto our abba. as you get poured into are you pouring that out unto others? my challenge to you is to let the spirit of God flow in you so that you just flood everywhere you go. you flood with the presence of God that people will automatically know who you belong to and that there’s something different about you. i’m not talking about mans approval or simply being liked and accepted by people, but the very fact to walk in and by faith that you’re marked by God to carry His presence. it can be very exciting topic to share and talk about but before the overflow process what needs to be done? you must go deep first. there needs to be this paradigm shift to happen. deep and wide before overflow. so God can fill you up more and more.